There is a version of me that journals every day. She has nice handwriting and drinks her tea while it is still hot. I am not her.

But I keep trying. Not because I think I will become her, but because writing things down is the only way I have found to stop thoughts from circling. You put them on a page and they stay there. They stop moving.

I think that is what this site is, really. A place to put things down so they stop bouncing around inside my head. Whether anyone reads it is almost beside the point.

Almost.